crossroads

So i stand here today almost 24 and actually excited about my future. Ive been terrified of my future for most of my life and its a milestone in my life to say that i can glance down the road with a smile on my face. Its been incredibly difficult these last few years to even realize i had a future much less look down that road seeing it. And i know that it is all God, all his grace and love poured over my life that has gotten me as far as i have come today.

Has it been easy? no, not at all, ive been on top of mountains and through storms. Ive cried out in despair, pleaded for something different and even wondered if God even cared at times, but looking back on it now, i feel silly questioning and wondering. After every storm ive endured, the sun has come out and gods glory and love has shone over me in amazing ways.

So today i stand here almost 24 years old, standing strong, with God by my side, riding the storms when they come knowing that the sun will come when its over. 24 years of wondering and hiding, fighting  to get to where i am now, not knowing that only with God could i get there. 
so 24 years!

24 years and a huge future ahead of me. :)

Thank you God for loving me so much !